I might actually get a MWF update going this week. Cool. Let's not be hasty though...
I really just wanted to finish up this part. This issue...everything. It's just taking so long.
Someone at work told me I looked like I had been crying all day. I actually woke up and started crying this morning. I don't know why; I just felt sad. And crying makes me tired. Making myself tired before coffee probably isn't going to help a ten hour work day. And this whole week we've been running on of the shittiest coffees because a plant my company bought to TAKE this accursed recipe sent it BACK because they wanted to have 12 hours of downtime and put us days behind schedule. MAKES. PERFECT. SENSE.
It's been a rough week. I just got out of inventory count and there's no time to do anything except go to bed and lay there until 5am. Then I have to get up to shuck out $200+ for a new alternator and probably end up being late for work because that's how it's been this week. THEN I get to run MORE of this horrid coffee for another ten hours. It doesn't even seem like a paycheck is worth it sometimes.
On the upside (not that you're reading this anymore) my art prof. sent me an email for an invite to the Center for Cartoon Studies open portfolio day and I guess I'm going to that on March 14th. He wants me to get into a one-on-one with a famous professor there but I don't know...All my printed work is awful and I'd have to shell out another $100 just to get some images printed. Also the idea of ME having a portfolio is laughable. I'm down. I'm tired. I'm sad and I'm hopeless. I wonder if my friend from college still does "just friend" spoonings...
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Looks like we're all on a downswing. I wish we could all get together with alcohol and cry all over each other. It's the thing that makes lasting friendships.
Seems like it's rough all over, i got a call this morning telling me that one of my better friends for five years died on vacation... I think later today I'm going to go and cry on my ex, it always make me feel better. Just know that you guys are not alone.
Things could be a lot worse for me, I know. I could be unemployed and bankrupt. I could wake up in Iraq everyday. I could be starving or have a horrible incurable disease. But the fact of the matter is that right now, despite my good fortune, I am stressed and I am sad. This weekend I don't want any obligations. I want to be left alone with GF and some video games and make some nice dinners.
And I am sorry for everyone else who is going through a horrible time worse than I am.
Luckily my weekend starts tomorrow, all day GTA San Andreas... it's going to be awesome. Shooting pixels on a TV screen always make me feel better, especially when their prostitutes.
Aw man! I wish you could come over and play that. My friend is refusing to beat the next couple of missions because he's a bitch. I made dinner too!
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