Tuesday October 13th, 2009

EDIT:
I will explain because it's worth visiting.

I am currently dealing with some serious life changes. Not like...getting married or having a kid or anything like that (obviously), but big for me.

I think I may actually have some kind of...need for medication. I don't want to/can't say I'm depressed because I know I am capable of feeling happy. I am very very certain I have anxiety problems. And lately, these feelings have become so overwhelming that I have had no desire to draw, ney, think about art. It doesn't even matter to me right now. And that thought makes me bawl my eyes out because it's not like I have anything else.

So I am seeking professional help. I am going to find a therapist or consider finding someone who can prescribe me something. This may sound old hat and small to some people, considering most of the nation is raised taking some kind of pill, but I've always been against medication. I thought it was more rewarding to overcome mental obstacles.

But if I can no longer find enjoyment in my art or my life, I think I can open my hand out.

Please understand and be patient. And pray that I find things worth doing again.

Thanks

Friday October 9th, 2009

This is an update.

Monday October Something, 2009

Hi. Me again.
If you're reading this, it's probably because I haven't updated. This is becoming a trend, isn't it? This week's reason -I mean, flavor - is that I'm down, I'm frustrated and stressed and I'm on the rag (hahaha boys don't read this so what do I care?) so everything is very, very low in interest other than sleeping. I pretty much have to force myself to eat and wake up and put on pants, let alone think about GF and Blood.

This will pass. It always does. Until I get paid to do this, there's no point in killing myself over it (not to say I'm not grateful for the $50 donation from Eric Hazel).

Also, I'm moving back to the laundromat to do Blood because the train station tables are cold and will be gone when it starts to snow. And hopefully, so will the construction and FUCKING TOURISTS, JESUS CHRIST, GET OUT OF MY STATE, ASSHOLES...

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Right. Also, if you're having trouble with commenting and whatnot, right click "View This Frame..." into a new tab. If you can't do that, you're probably using IE and in that case HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA ASSHAT!

Friday October 2nd, 2009

Thank God it's October...

As you can see there was no finished page and again today...no finished page. Also, this is kind of a crappy page. I shat it out in two and a half hours, that's why.

I am not in the mood to work on GF or Blood at the moment. I don't know why. I get down sometimes. It'll pass, it always does, but I won't be updating until then. I'll post fanart if you've got it, but otherwise, get used to seeing this page. Maybe it will pass before Tuesday; wouldn't that be nice?

Today's page: Baxter, you look surprised to hear that you're amazing.

Monday September 28th, 2009

Have you checked out BLOOD yet? It's my mini comic. The link is above. It's about Tlaloc, who you love.

There will be no update on Tuesday, but there may be a finished last-Friday's page. Hope all is well. I want some morphine.

EDIT: I'd also like to thank chanyasoy for making me some fanart!...I mean...not that...I search for it or anything...ahem. Thank you!

Friday September 25th, 2009

CONGRATULATIONS AND WELL-WISHES TO BRYAN AND ERIKA FARNSWORTH ON THEIR WEDDING DAY TODAY!

Today's page: It's not done...completely. Also, there will be no update on Tuesday. Maybe just a finished page.

Look, it's Baxter!

Tuesday September 22nd, 2009

In all honesty, I forgot today was Tuesday. I have a dentist appointment today and they will probably tell me I am a shark and need to have half a dozen teeth pulled but whatever. Maybe I'll forget to go. That sounds like a plan.

Today's page: I like this page.

EDIT: BLOOD link banner added back to the page. Located at the bottom.